oh, so the LSD was more
like a self medication?
I was more an Irish solution
alcoholism

hmm, dunking poundcake
and talking to hauser and o'brien
about old golds or Islam Inc?
I don't think I could write anything
that would match up to the experienced deprivation but
the bored are often those
who realize much wisdom is much sorrow

So I have severe bipolar disorder
and take Zoloft. But LSD worked
for me.

Psychelics are perfectly harmless
Naked Lunch was about heroin
Addiction or cocaine, I can't
remember. You don't know till
you've tried.

I don't need LSD
because I have ADHD
and all I need is a twinkie

the drugs bomb the hell
out of the mind, creating a naked lunch and a landscape made in hell

hmm, rose gardens
thorns
in side
the burned out shell of dresden

Cancerous haiku
It spreads and mutates freely
But it is still bad

I like shitty writers
L'amour
for example

Vonneguts a shitty writer
Read Kafka or Beckett or
Dostoevsky or Camus
those guys got it
right.

acid worked for me. It's just
matter of the right molecule hitting
the right neuron, and you're
forever changed.

Vonnegut and the sound of one
hand clapping
out west

Shemhamforash
oh hail eris
42
and a patridge in a pear tree
or on tv

not my choice
lsd isn't my thing
my mind is like that now

Exactly, zen embraces paradox.
To talk about it is to not know it.
But hey we have to communicate
somehow, that's where the koans
come in.

Yes, shit happens.
Zen tells you not to fight it.
Go with the flow. Take LSD
it doesn't matter enlightenment
can come from anything and not
just quiet sitting.

the zen statement is
it just is
I don't know about schools

just some tea here and there

hmm, what do the drugs do?

well, does what we
know really matter or
to take to heart

the words of another
who might just be
words that mean nothing?

then, shit

from moment to moment

it is quiet

hmm, shit happens

If you think Zen is about
Meditation you're grossly mistaken.
Zen is heroic existentialism at
it's finest.

You don't know shit about Zen
The Soto school is a lot about quiet meditation and all that bullshit, while the Rinzai tells you to hurl yourself into chaos and hope for the enlightenment to happen.

Sorry, that wasn't AP,
I forget to put "Mox"
down, dadaista

Zen is living and breathing
without stress and
mind you without the drugs so much

Living existentialism
Is essentially Zen
Buddhism anyway, so go for it.

I'll just take drugs and
Anaesthatize myself to
The horror of it all.

hmm, I prefer a living
existentialism to a dying
nihilism

Definitely not Soren K. He said
We had to achieve authenticity
And make the leap of faith and all
that, he didn't say that life was
inherently meaningless.

hmm, brimstone
I think I'll go to a bar
and ask if someone can mix me one

some people just
settle for a magic 8 ball
and worry about losing

their loan to Ditech

What about brimstone
Can't have the fire without
Brimstone, what the hell is
brimstone anyway.

Well, when man sets
itself up as a know it all God
then, critics abound

and destroy themselves
(nietzche and heidegger huh,
what about Soren K.?)

well, indeed, but that
would be by fire and not flood
or Robert Frost, that old New Englander insisted on ice

So did Melville, Nietzsche
Heidegger, in a way Buddha, all
The Indian mystics and Beckett.
Not a very original theory.

Or then again, God
Could just be conducting his
Spring house cleaning.

Vonnegut did theorize
a God of Indifference
who left Free Will for us on our own

well, then there was
Corey Heart who wore his
sunglasses at night

so he could
so he could
have a top 40 song

God's left the building
He said "Fuck it, you guys are
On your own for now on."

hmm, the design to
shadowly, intimidate
sort of a fuzz idea

I wear sunglasses
On the subway to furtively
Stare at people.

Then again, I've always
like the idea of a Pagan
future and a Goddess
but I could never be
a vegetarian either

I think God is pissed
that his Creation is rebelling
against itself and

He has to put a stop to it

God and Allah
Are high fiving it up there
Reached agreement to kill us all.

why does someone wear
sunglasses in a dimly lit
florescent atmosphere?

ok, about gay chickens?
they get laid but
what about laying eggs

this whole thing is scrambled anyways

some people do that
film it, and sell it
probably under chicken and porn

if some people had
their fantasies
Ursula K. would have us

choose our genders at 13