in the end the decision is
a waste, and the reason a life
is done in, is no other options
were given, the company didn't care

don't...live...teach these bastards
what life means

suicide is painless
especially if you aren't
the one to feel the knife
and of course, some people
who come from snobby circles
think life is cheap
and, their own lives, seem to me
to be a throw away fraud
me kill myself? you first

ah, I see, he's trying
to let me see what's dire
to see what the threat means
"or if you don't i will" but
usually the suicide says nothing
until you see him or her floating
dead, face first...

I believe that if I did kill myself
it would be in deep despair
but, if William's words led me to it
in the end, someone he cared about
would do the same, and, he would
be a broken man then
and perhaps, that the lesson is
heal, not kill the soul

would he be in the
denial, saying go ahead
his own selfish living
preventing another selfish one
from dying, for
gluttony is a sin as well, perhaps
would he be willing to die himself
for another, who, was dying, from another's selfishness? if life or death were necessary, would survivor ethics of me first prevail?
to me this is evil, and I wonder if the show should be on the other foot, evil sinner as I am

it's not william's responsibility to
save lives, but in real life, if someone were about to kill themselves, would he be able to
put himself in their shoes, or walk on? has he seen death himself or is he innocent there as well? The smell of broken flesh, the unmovement of a dead man or woman? could be be a paramedic perhaps someday?

this one is aimed at liz
love is not impossible,
just very hard, those who say
love is a lie, have been burned
and gave up...

it is your concern alone...
right now my heart is full of
magickal thinking, fears, doubts
the dark night of the soul passes.

if we wait...

sexually frustrated
digs into the sufferings of a not so cool life of addictions
see, and these mockeries, these, making fun of routines, get so damn, well, it's like kindergarten a bit, and that's a lot of college level stuff!

I saw a poet die
from a heart attack
as he delivered a funny routine
but fuck, why did he have to die?
he was sweet, it was meant to be
fun....listen, I know you nitwits on line have to mock stuff, you don't understand, but if it happens and I feel it, mock it if you must, "we all die, haba daba with fries, go ahead and kill yourself, I don't care, I'm too busy shoving heroin up my ass, my emotions are gone"

but it's not meant to be taken lightly, boom, as the suicide bomber blows

let's set up a brawl
fill a room with nooses
see who lives and who dies?

have people like you goad them on
or, we could hire a guy to talk them out... sounds like a sick book

I wonder if we can
watch the children starve
why just limit to suicide?
watch the bombs drop
hear the screams
it'd be fun

anyhow, if I do
slice my wrists, I'll
install a camera so
you can watch...
if what you say is true
you'll need pay per view

(i still say will is a
, well, one of those cultured guys,
he doesn't quite dig...

the common ground...forgive, learn to forgive, and understand
I should not threaten suicide, but if the morality is learned on Survivor, shove that lawyer woman into a place where she begs for mercy,and her life, true colors show)

I assume one has
to be a junkie to understand
being a junkie
make the sin popular
make the person see
in their shoes, to mass understand
burn no more witches
murder the heretic, murderer condemned on the last day

well, suicide isn't a joke
but those who do not know
what it is like to be looking at a noose

do not understand and react
as those who do not know the sin
therefore, the man is innocent
yet unforgiving...

Saddam's Gay Porn Life
jokes about "Saddamy" would
just be too easy

KILL THE EASTER BUNNY!
SATANIC BASTARD...ROOT OF EVIL
LAYING EGGS IN MY YARD
VIOLATING MY PRIVACY
KILL HIM HARD AND GOOD
SUPRESS THE ANTIDOTE!!
CELEBRATE DIVERSITY!

stop the richard larson,
king of all that is arson,
and other stuff that
rhymes with larson

stop the war in iraq,
have a little snack,
then don't come back,
i am out of whack

stop the war in iraq,
put it in my lunch sack,
havin' a heart attack
layin'down the smack

dumping after class
prof. came in to pee and gass'd
...didn't wash his hands

i stood there helpless,
because i could do nothing,
i am a coward.

life and death's thin line,
i forget how frail we are,
taking in the day.

debated skipping
remembered about a test
shot that idea down...

A new love takes you
Floats you over passions new
Take the risk and love

can life ever tell
what path is made for taking
or is the risk what
makes life so worth it
not caring what happens, but
not prepared to fall

love is difficult
words ruin what it means to
really love someone

soundless whisper, and
not knowing truely if it
will ever be heard

A spot on his nose,
Always brightened up my day,
Bless his little heart.

Henley on Thames sounds
So rich, it is and some more
I

Show no facial fear
But we see you as you are
Mortal fragile child

Watch the tough guys scream
As down they hurtle terror
on their frightened face

Thorpe Park ride queues three
hours long, picked the wrong day for
thrills, still had great time

Terminator hangs
Me upside down throws me at
the ground, mouth so dry

Dropping heart in mouth
Detonator slams me down
Floating in mid air

graduation bash
good time will be had by all
vegas...where it's at

don't know japanese,
but everyone is unlocked,
my job is done here.

I saw a t-shirt
"kick their ass and take their gas"
not true but funny

80 million spent
tax payers need to keep more
can I have some back?

administration
takes my money, hands it out
takes your money too

If none of these fit
Shut the fuck up, talk is cheap
Death is not, so choose

So life is worthless
Why stay bound to conformity
Let it be taken

soul calibur 2,
you leave my thumbs aching so,
but i cannot quit.

Hear them cry for their
Mothers as you take back what
is yours for ever

No value to life
They bemoan life so hard won
Take what they reject

Eternal silence
Come death, show yourself to these
who play at martyrs

isn't k-mart out of
business or am I just
confused cause
david duke turned himself in?

SHEILA HAS CRABS, HERPES THE
CLAP AND OTHER

Who is McFungo? Dare we ask?
Go to K-mart and buy me a shoe.
Alright then, off to bed.

funko of vegas=loser

be well, sex.f
and thanks mellie...
and, keep it Gonzo Rick